Here I am once again sick. It seems when I am sick that is when the Lord speaks to me the most. He gives me the best ideas, creativity, and encouragement. It seems that I get the most work done typing away on my lap top right from my bed. A friend of mine pointed this out to me the other day that I seem to be more productive when I get sick. I was wondering why can't the Lord talk to me when I am healthy. And then once again I am reminded of my stubbornness and pigheadedness. I love the scripture "Be still and know that I am God." You would think the Be still part is easy. No it is the hardest thing in the world. Time and time and time again. I repent and say sorry Lord for not being still before you and say I won't ever let it happen again. And hear I am again being forced to be still. Good thing He doesn't condemn us on broken promises. But I must admit I sure love the being still part. I just wish I would be still on better terms. So maybe this is the year I will learn that lesson a little better, and I am praying that you too will learn the lesson of being still before God. Because it is wonderful to spend time with Him--just Him and me! I love you Daddy!